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crossover post from lj
Jun. 12th, 2021 05:24 pmit's the last post i ever made there though i only really only made two posts LOL
title: dear heart, it's nice to see you again
body:
hello again!
after a year, almost a year. i haven't learned to use livejournal any better than i previously did, but i'm thinking of moving here from tumblr because there are just too many irl tumblr people that i don't want reading my stuff that i want other tumblr people to see. so, i might be moving. "might" is truly the key word because i say this every time, and there's been at least three "every time" moments now, so we'll see.
i'm about to go to london, and i'm excited, but i'm also incredibly not. i hate flying, i hate airplanes, i hate saving on battery life, i hate dealing with technicalities of travelling, i hate dealing with my body load of health issues (and i have a fuckton of those), i hate dealing with people when i'm bound to be miserable and cranky, i hate going to places with people, i hate acting like a person i'm not, i hate being peer pressured to drink--and with our destination being the uk, being peer pressured is inevitable, i hate everything. but i love my best friend and i love spending time with her and i love going off on my own to explore and do shit. and london has a lot of fun shit to explore and do.
i'm torn about the trip, but it'll be fun. i hope. i hope with all my heart.
anyhow, time to read fic and drink ice water that's not quite completely frozen into ice and bed.
title: dear heart, it's nice to see you again
body:
hello again!
after a year, almost a year. i haven't learned to use livejournal any better than i previously did, but i'm thinking of moving here from tumblr because there are just too many irl tumblr people that i don't want reading my stuff that i want other tumblr people to see. so, i might be moving. "might" is truly the key word because i say this every time, and there's been at least three "every time" moments now, so we'll see.
i'm about to go to london, and i'm excited, but i'm also incredibly not. i hate flying, i hate airplanes, i hate saving on battery life, i hate dealing with technicalities of travelling, i hate dealing with my body load of health issues (and i have a fuckton of those), i hate dealing with people when i'm bound to be miserable and cranky, i hate going to places with people, i hate acting like a person i'm not, i hate being peer pressured to drink--and with our destination being the uk, being peer pressured is inevitable, i hate everything. but i love my best friend and i love spending time with her and i love going off on my own to explore and do shit. and london has a lot of fun shit to explore and do.
i'm torn about the trip, but it'll be fun. i hope. i hope with all my heart.
anyhow, time to read fic and drink ice water that's not quite completely frozen into ice and bed.
