tonight i'm looking for

• fic(s) that will tear me the shit to pieces
• probably something in terms of dramione, snamione, or bellarke
• resolution even though i'm probably not going to get it in regards to friendships-that-i've-outgrown-but-haven't-figured-out-how-to-deal-with-yet
• also i kind of want more internet friends? and rl friends? 

this week, my list of things to accomplish include

• finishing rl work stuff
• cleaning my shit into respectable chaos (versus wild, overgrown chaos) both in the dining room & my own room & my papers & my books
• backing up some tumblr posts into word doc format
• maybe make a fanmix? 
• figuring out a schedule of rl community events i can/should be attending